100th Post -- If only it could be a good one.

I have noticed a trend. For the past God knows how many years, I have been quite close to miserable around and on my birthday. I really do not know why. Maybe it has something to do internally with the day? That would make no sense since I had been looking foreword to it for months. But suddenly, I have become quite sullen and just do not care again.

I'm tired of being alone.