If Only You Were Lonely.

"if anything your going to have to break up with mebecause i love you to much to break your heartand i dont intend on losing you anythime sooni might talk like that because im an idiot.and aout colleen you can feel as ad as you want for herbut shes out of my heart and your the only one in there.there is no but to that. i wouldnt have anyone else. just you. your the only person i want and will want for the next coule of years. i hope i dont sound creepy by saying that. and im notwriting a novel i just type really slow. im sorryfor my slow typing."

if only it was true.
but it was a lie.
and it hurts.

he wants her.
he always has.
always will.
he ""loves me,
but he's "in love" with her.

it didn't occur to me until now.